I Love You Auntie~

A week before i balik Kuching for a semester break, mummy called me..

Mummy said that she makin sakit and need to pray for her..

I remembered, at that time, i try to not cry over u while talking with mummy..

But mummy knews her daughter well..when i diam, she knew that i menangis..

Then mummy ckp like diz in Bidayuh.."jgn nangis..x bgs..she still bernafas now pun coz she tggu u blk fez..later dah blk, talk to her, jga her..and do pray for her.."

The only thing i can do when i heard my mum said like that was, I couldn't stop myself crying..i dunno if i could say i was terharu or tkut over the conversation..

sampai kat rmh, never tot i blh than nangis dpn she..

thanks to my bro..he know me sensitive..so he tried to cheer me up and he said plis dun cry over something like this..be a brave girl..

she was in pain..the only thing that i can say once i hug her was..Auntie, I dah blk..r u okay?? Then she look at me and nodding her head..

and that night, i only can sleep for 2 hours since i promised to myself that i will jga she as long as i blk rmh..

and Thanks GOD, at least i diberi peluang to treat her before she left us..

And today, exactly the hundred days of you had left us in this world..too many memories that surely i will never forget..May you rest in peace and someday, i'll be there with you in heaven..I Love You Auntie..

Sincerely,

Ur loving niece, Elia Nissa..

wuhuuuu~welcome back!!

jom p intai jap blog i..tgk wat we did today..oopss!past 12 ody..yesterday laa!!..haha

suka pg DP n MP then tgk singa menari..ahahaha..

only can tgk time CNY je looo..

and HARUSLA mengambil kesempatan posing d antara pokok2 yg ala2 sakura kat Jepun tuu..

ahahaha..

bersama kwn2 mentel sya..JUANNA n SANDRA..ahaha..check diz out!!

yang kat bwah ni time kteorg dah abis mkn..muka xnak x ceria plak bla perut dah kenyang..ahaha..

shopping complex kat MELAKA sgt la penuh dgn manusia yg bermacam2 karenah dan perangai..

xle blah ble kne teman c kicik Juanna shopping..nak crik bju kaler merah plak..sampai lenguh ni kaki jln..

but for sure la i yg kuar msk fitting room skali..ahahaha..kelasss! 

dahla..tu je la kot..

migrain ni..nak tdo..kbye.

jumpa lg!

^_^

Perangai Time Kecik!

Mesti korang pnah buat those thing time kcik2 dlu kan..Well, i pun suka buat kottt~ *prasan comel jap..teeheee~

1. Buka kipas meja, cakap depan kipas, nak dengar suara bertukar.

2. Naik kereta, tengok bulan & ingat bulan ikut kita.

3. Naik basikal, boleh lepas tangan dari 'handle', rasa hebat.

4. Masa sekolah,ada orang bagi milo free, lepas ambil sekali, menyamar jadi orang lain, 

beratur ambil air lagi.

5. Lukis burung guna huruf M .. mesti ada an an an. HAHAHA.

6. Lukis matahari di penjuru atas kertas lukisan dan antara bukit.

7. Masa kecil, fikir bentuk hati yang sebenar macam ni --> ♥

8. Tutup peti ais dengan perlahan, sebab nak tengok bila lampu dia mati..

9. Kalo tak siap keje rumah sengaja tinggal buku latihan kat rumah...

10. Main buih sabun dalam bilik air time tengah mandi. 1 jam duk dalam blik air.

hihihi~

Sangat comel bila ingat blk..

Those moments lah yg bt kte ketawa bila dah ada ank nanti kan?ahahaha

Cheers ^_^

NadiA Bday!!

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!

Wuuuuuhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

Anda tua suda..

Tok mek nyanyi k ktk gik kdak Fatin ri ya..

Happy Birthday to u..

U was born in the zoo..

With the monkeys and kangaroos..

Happy Birthday to u..

Sori la xda gmbar cantik..

mok curik kat belog p cam xpat copy jak..curik jak la kat fb..ekekeke..dun mrh2 gue yaaa..

WELL THEN..

Nah..cake k ktk..
Special for you..
Cake Princess ya..sama PINK kdak belog ktk..ehehehehe

Sweet 22nd Nurul Nadia Rajami..

Have a blast one!!

Live Your Life To The Fullest k!!

Be my best friend always n forever..

saranghae..<3<3<3

muaaahhh

~xoxo~

Adele In The House!

Wah!! wake up so early today..pffffft~

Hate BATUK!!

Annoying bha!huhuhu

My voice dah mcm suara Adele dah..so, dah bleh kot msk AF ke, Mentor ke..uhukuhukuhuk~

tu haa..lgu Adele kot..tbaik punya!!ahahaha

I phm the lyric but i dun understand the music video..erkkk

Next!!

lagi2..

wat a sweet song i guess..

lastly!!

 okay la..wanna sambung tdo...not  feeling so well..huhu

C u guys laterrrr~

SuBuH yg InDaH

Good Morning peeps!! wuhhuuuu~

See the time right now..its already past 7.00 am n guess what, I haven't sleep yet..

Bersama 3 org rakan seperjuangan..Ekin, Ejad n Ammar, kami msh lg berusaha menyiapkan proposal kami untuk video dokumentari yg akan datang..psal HOMELESS..wuut wuuut~

While 3 org ni tgh berusaha menyiapkan script, I dok buat bising blajar main gitar..hehehe..

Dah xtaw nak bt ape mslhnye..so, do'nt waste time!! blajar je main gitar tuh slagi ada gitar di rmh ini..ekekeke..

Dari tdk dok plucking gitar nak men lgu A Thousand Years katenye but bunyi x jd..hummm..

Penat la mcm ni..

"U must not give up Nisa!!" Ekin said just now..ahahahaha

makin meroyan la plucking gitar yg ntah ke mna tune nye..huhu..

thanx to Ejad yg bertungkus lumus n bersusah payah ajar Nisa men gitar..really appreciate it!!sampai tgn dah lenguh dah ni plucking pnya psal..jari pun merah2 suda..huhu

blajar gitar xnak satu gitar je gune..sampai 2 ni..tukar2..ahahahha

tu ha kt bwh tu gitarnya..hihi

gitar Ejad ni..cantik je kaler putih..

gitar Jiran rumah hujung yg x bg blk sampai sekarang..haha..SORRY JIRAN..

Excited bila dah ada gitar but x pndai men lg..huhu..xpe..slow2 nisa..U CAN DO IT!!

tu je lah kot nak ckp..otak dah jammed dah..x tdo lg..

see u guys laterrrr~ 

^_^

WeiRd PeraNgaI oF miNe

Standing in front of the closet full of clothes saying "I have nothing to wear!"

I'm listening to music really loud and I have to keep pausing it because I constantly think I'm hearing my name being called.

I wish mosquitoes sucked the fat of mine instead of the blood. 

The mini heart attack when I was in bed half asleep and suddenly feel like I'm falling.

Think I'm falling off a building and I had a spaz attack in my sleep..

Arrange something alphabetically and have to hum the alphabet to remember the order the letters go in.

Reading old messages and smiling like the first time I read it.

Easy to wake up when I heard my phone ringing but its SO DAMN HARD when people keep calling my name just to wake me up.

Afraid of cockroaches and dun get a shock when i have to stand on a chair suddenly.

Burst out my feeling when I feel like I want to do so. But usually I only loved to hide what I feel inside. 

At home-take shower as soon as possible. At rent house-take shower as SOON as IMPOSSIBLE.

Scared to go to the clinic unless emergency only.

Loved to heard the sound effect of ghost movies. BEWARE!! I'm only watch it with the one that brave enough to watch with me.

Laughing over something suddenly without knowing what exactly the reason I am laughing at.

Loved to do 'dull face' without any expression when someone talking to me.

Loved to do annoyed face (mata juling).

Pending. (My response towards something is so damn slow)

~THE END~

#Quotes for Today#

Quotes make me stronger everyday..

filled my emptiness every time when i felt like the sun is going down..means bla dah stress sgt le tuuu..huhu

So........

i try to cherish every moment with some good and excellent motivations to held my head high..

Create yourself..

Be who u want to be..

Make ur own path instead of following others already bulit..

LIVE UR LIFE AND LOVE EVERY SECOND OF IT.. 

teeheeee~

<3<3<3<3

i posted some of the quotes below..credit to Book of Quotes..i curik there..n thanx btw..haha

 Have a nice day everyone!! Cherish your beautiful life!! it ain't happen twice once u broke it!!

^_^

(@.@)

HappY BirthDay Fatin ^.*

wuuut wuuut!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my grandma..

<3 FATIN NAJIBAH <3

A song for you..

Happy birthday to u..

U was born in the zoo..

With the monkeys and kangaroos..

Happy birthday to u..

22 sudah umur kamu..ahahaha..

sorila teen..tok jak mampu ku bg sempena bday ko..mok bg video ala2 slm perantauan sbnrnya..p bz sgt..x smpat mok plh..huhu..tok pun ok dah bha..kan3??hihi..

Nah! cake k kau..mkn ya..hoho

Thanx for being my best ever friend since high school lg..i miss those moment when we were together..mkn together, shopping together, lepak together..n byk laaa..wish dat we will meet again later wlpun kta sbnrnya x la jauh.. Melaka-Pahang jak..but schedule yg tpksa mlh kta ssh mok temu kan..aku phm..

Tok jak gambar with Geng Kala Jengking Merah yang aku ada..yg len dah hilang dah kna virus..huhu..btw, miss Nadia xda cya..ngegeh nya ya..time lawatan pun mok blt umh..pa kes dlok owh??let she jwb herself..ahahaha..

Lastly, AGAIN!!

Happy 22nd Birthday Fatin ngegeh!!

May u live ur live to the fullest!!

Have a blast!!

I MISS U!

muaaaaaaaahhhhhh

xoxo 

<3 <3 <3

p/s: credit to ten tens n nurzayani..aku curik gmbr from album tak 2..jgn mrh..ahakz!

Kelly Clarkson - Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You)

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want


You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong


What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone


What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone


You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on, over you


You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me, but you see


What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone


What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone


Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...


What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone


What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

my baby CANNIE :-)

dah sebulan lebih dah x pgang my baby..missing her dy..huhu..

guess wat, the most expensive BABY yg i beranakkan demi masa depan..hoho..ouch!!

i played with her a lot time mula2 bli dlu n now sbb dah x pkai sgt i left it at home..kinda miss to play with her again..

Canon D550..mummy miss u.. :(

the reason suddenly i miss her because.... 

someone took a picture with my baby n now he's been using it as his profile picture kat muka buku..

 Joesster George Sili aka Jay Ulala

check diz out.. haha

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001111713707

p/s to Jay Ulala: thank uuuuuuu n sorry if i bg link fb u here..juz to show that i really appreciate it..dun marah2 k!later cpt tua..ehehehe..

This is my baby cannie ^.^

Originally, my baby cannie was branded by Canon..Delighting You Always..

tgn sape tu??ehem2..:P

My life as Mass Communication's student had given me a chance to have my own DSLR.. never tot i akan dpt this thing..never imagine pun..

UNBELIEVABLE??!! just believe it!! heuwheuwheuw~

Us with babies masing2 time buat kerja ckit katenye at KBM.. (sambut VC kottt)..ermm..yg tgh2 tu x mampu la nak caras since die ada lens yg pjg ckit n MAHAL! oh damn..haha..big fan of CANON D550!!wuhuuu~

Hopefully my baby cannie sihat jak at home there..nothing happen to her..will c u soon hjung bln March..huhu :(

~The End~

PerJaLaNaN BeRsAmA MaRaLiNeR ^.^

Blessed Sunday Everyone!!

guess what, today i pg church naik bas..my gosh!! unbelievable btol..dah nak abis sem dah bru blajar naik bas..huhu..but at least i try..duhhhh~

kinda interesting la jgk naik bas ni..jrg bleh dpt moment mcm ni..ahahaha..

SO!! i upload those pictures yg i smpat pose with my friends dlm bas n time nak g shopping td..

my best ever friends!! they make my day!! since i dah pnat stress for the whole week, at least today i enjoyed half of my penat~

~THROUGH HIM, IN HIM, WITH HIM..IN THE UNITY OF THE HOLY SPIRIT, ALL GLORY AND HONOUR IS YOURS..ALMIGHTY FATHER..FOREVER N EVER..AMEN!!

Pose bsama Juanna Jaunis c kicik..^_^

eh2??kteorg lg..hihi..

I pose but got budak mentel wanna pose oso there..siap peace2 lg..ahahaha

Ambil gmbar used hp terbalik..caya lah..~

flash pla... -.-

ju. nikki, me, sandra, n aley sha..(i'm the only one SARAWAKIAN there..ish2)

2 of the Princess UnG.. me n sandra op coz!!ahakz!!

GUYS!!so sorry haa..i yg took those pictures..op coz la muka i yg byk..huhu..

<3 Today i kluar sbb i nak mkn ni je..bleh? <3

My Favourite SOTONG GORENG!!

Sedap hingga menjilat jari kot...

ok la..dah x tau dah nak post ape..ckup la ni kot.. Sesungguhnya, Maraliner byk menyumbangkan tenaga kpada i n kwn2 i today..

~If got another time, later i bwk u guys jln2 naik bas here at MELAKA k!! hihi..seronok!!

~THE END~

StudY is not CooL!!

pfffffffffffffffft~
test on 10th Jan 2012..guess what?i havent read anything yet..too lazy bhaaa.. -.-
neway, juz wish me luck..hopefully can jawab walaupun terpaksa menggoreng..ehehe..blame me not!! slhkan buku yg membosan kan.. -.-

study bersama MY BABY SPONGEBOB!! ^^

oh gosh!!y la diz subject tlampau bosan?! i dun even know wat i'm reading actually..zzz

1st time bergelar blogger

OMG!! never tot i'm doing diz now..
like duuuuhhh~
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